Questions; no answers
My tweet above from earlier this week sums up my thoughts about running right now. Ready for some changes.
I wrote these questions down earlier this week to give myself something to think about:
1. How important is racing?
2. How important are PRs?
3. What are my ultimate goals for racing?
I could easily change those questions to:
1. Why am I racing?
2. Why are PRs important?
3. Why are my goals what they are?
No matter how I phrase things, I don't have answers. I don't necessarily want to have answers. I just want to challenge myself that when I'm ready to race again in an "A" race that I approach things differently.
This -- meaning the past 2 or 3 months -- didn't work for Shamrock on Sunday. I don't know why, nor do I necessarily care anymore, but I do know something has to change soon.